The Yamas

I spent the last month practicing Yoga at CNY Yoga Center downtown. In addition to the practice of the Asanas, each class includes a little bit of reflection on the Yamas, or ‘restraints’, practiced by Yogis.

The Yamas are:

  • Ahimsa: non-violence in action and thought
  • Satya: truthfulness
  • Asteya: non-stealing
  • Brahmacharia: non-excess
  • Aparigraha: non-possessiveness

They are restraints to practice under all circumstances to help settle the mind and preserve our life energy.

Why is it so hard to do these things? I struggle with all of these at one time or another, but some more than others.

We suffer. That is what we do, we suffer. It is our natural tendency to repeat behaviors that give us comfort, even if they lead us away from our true nature.

We are attached… for me, I am attached to the comfort of a full belly. I start to feel alarmed when my stomach is empty, almost panicked. Of course, one should not have a full belly all of the time. Most of the time when I have a full belly, I am very uncomfortable. Moving around, sitting up, thinking– all of these things take more effort when I have overindulged.

The lucky thing is, the more we practice bridling the behaviors that lead to our suffering, the better we get at it.

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Starting the day out right

I’ve been struggling a lot lately with my routine, and as a result have become less effective than I like to be.

I went to Europe for several weeks. I enjoyed my time there, but being a tourist can wreak havoc on one’s health. Diet is all over the place, the people I was with drank wine every night, and I had little opportunity to formally exercise (though I did do a great deal of walking).

I get back home about 8 lbs heavier than when I left and still in the scattered mindset of a tourist. Also, it’s time to start school again, a welcome but sometimes tricky transition.

I’m ashamed to admit that it has been nearly a month since I got back and I am only just starting to re-establish my blessed routine. But hey, at least I’m there now!

It all starts with stocking my kitchen– I dropped about $200 getting things I had run out of before my trip and splurging on some delicious ingredients to get me inspired to start cooking again.

My fridge overfloweth with smoked salmon, portabello caps, plenty of fresh fruits  and veg, and my pantry is flush with high quality nuts, delicious dried fruits and some nice oils. Bitten by the cooking bug again, my mood has changed drastically! I feel wholesome, happy, and feel less down about the weight I gained while abroad.

I also began 4x weekly early morning exercise classes: Power Hour (a body sculpting class) and a Power Yoga class. Starting the day this way elevates my mood in the morning and gives my metabolism momentum for the whole day. It feels amazing after only a week and my shoulders are sooo sore. Going to a class instead of working out on my own feels really great- I like the instructors and it is fun exercising with other people without feeling like I’m being judged. A lot of the time when I work out on my own at the gym, it seems like everyone has nothing better to do than stare at everyone else. Fitness classes are a nice escape from that. I’m still doing my own weight routine and running also, but less frequently than before.

Cooking nice meals and early morning exercise have benefited my productivity greatly. They establish a precedent for my day and make me feel like I am capable (which is 95% of what it takes to be capable). I follow a schedule, dress like a real person (rather than wearing gym clothes at all hours, which is not a good plan) and find that my motivation has increased dramatically.

Sometimes it is really easy to forget about the components of a successful day, but start incorporating them again and life is so much better!

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The Paleo Lifestyle

For many, food is one of the few things in life that give pleasure and it can take over an identity. Before I made a lifestyle change, I didn’t feel comfortable in my own skin, nor did I feel like I owned my own body. Having a healthy body is one of the greatest gifts in life, and though all are not blessed with this gift, most people certainly take it for granted or sabotage it with their own lifestyle choices and habits.

Starting the Paleo Diet, I knew that weight loss was a major goal, but I also understood that it would be a permanent change. I would need to change my perspective on what I found gratifying and come up with new practices for rewarding, comforting, and entertaining myself.

Switching to a Paleo diet required me to make a mental change, certainly. But once I began, I think that the biological, chemical things that started happening in my body confirmed those mental changes. The things that used to give me pleasure (eating foods with intense, fatty flavor) no longer have the same chemical hold over my brain. Every day that I eat a purely paleolithic diet is a day I become more in control of my body and attuned to what feels sustainably good.

 

 

 

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PCOS, Eats, Vitamins, Shoes

Summer is the best. I get to ride my bike to work and wear shorts.

Things are going pretty swimmingly so far this summer. I finally shed the extra 6 lbs I had been carrying around all semester long (I think that was a natural byproduct from sitting in a lab all day, every day).

I’m feeling like I finally have my PCOS under control and there are a number of factors that are contrbuting to that. I went to a women’s specialist here in Syracuse and she gave me a vitamin/hormone combo that seems to be working fairly well for me. I was skeptical at the outset and the first month on the pill was AWFUL. But now things seem to be going very well indeed.

  1. NorQD or the minipill… a very ineffective birth control, but it seems to be doing me pretty well. As I discussed in previous posts, I had a bad reaction to traditional OCPs (arua migraine) so was totally convinced that any pill was off limits for me. Therefore, I was worried about the health of my endometrium and felt painted into a corner. Turns out, the minipill will protect me from endometriotic cancer but is a different hormone than the pill that caused the migraine so I probably am not going to get a stroke (at least from an OCP). Sweeet. The first month on the minipill was total hell. I called my mom about 3 times a day crying, I almost punched a guy in the face for no reason, and my diet got so bad I didn’t know what to do (and I felt completely out of control). I am on my second pack now and feel totally good, but I don’t attribute feeling healthy to the pill (at least not totally).
  2. Saw Palmetto Berry, Vitex/ Chasetree, Vitamin B Supercomplex is the vitamin regimen recommended to me by the specialist. I have been really good about taking them, and as I said, everything seems to be going well.
  3. Vibram 5 Fingers are the best thing ever. My workouts were getting really stale, and now I can’t wait to throw those things on and go for a jog. It’s like a game, and my balance, flexibility and posture have improved enormously since I started training in them. I feel amazing and never want to wear normal shoes AGAIN.
  4. No more than 400 calories in a sitting. This rule is sometimes really hard to follow, but if I do follow it, I find that my energy stays high throughout the day and  don’t feel weighted down by my meals. This keeps me more active all day long.
  5. 100% paleo. I am such an advocate of a strict Paleo diet it’s ridiculous. I now have my whole family and my room mates on it and it’s all smooth sailing. I have made a few modifications as a trial to see if it helps me loose the 10 lbs that are keeping me from being a totally lean gangly thing. I took some of the recommendations from the EatRight4YourType (blood type diet) for type A to see if that keeps me feeling more even and less stressed out. Type A’s are supposed to eat a mostly vegetarian diet, so I have been eating an absurd quantity of veggies and have mostly eliminated red meat. I still eat a TON of fish and some chicken. I’m feeling pretty good about it.
  6. Yoga every day. I picked up a Yoga video from Target (Rodney Yee, Iyengar teacher extraordinaire) and started doing it every day. It’s about an hour and I do it in conjunction with my usual strength and cardio training. It’s great. I feel super bendy and it’s an easy way to stay moving while I’m housebound for an hour.

Those are the things that are keeping me happy these days!

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Check-In

It’s been about a month since my last post, which makes sense because Grad School is hard.
The CrossFitLove paleo experiment is over, and I wonder how the participants did. I wonder if they are sticking with it, or if they find that eating paleo isn’t for them.
I talked to my mom the other day and she confessed that although she has seen dramatic and encouraging physical results, she is not at all interested in another chicken stir-fry for breakfast. My advice?
Expand your menu repertoire. If you’re eating the same collection of foods day-in-day out, you’re going to get bored. Also, Loren Cordain suggests that variety in your nutrients is key to maintaining good chemistry in your body. After all, lets remember back to our HG ancestors and their tendency to move around a lot (nomad style) and their food sources varied a lot. Take some time, read through the huge repository of recipes the internet has to offer, experiment a little bit.
In related news, I’ve been trying out a new sleep/exercise schedule and am happy to report it is going swimmingly.
In bed by 9:30 every night, and asleep by 10, I greet the day at the perky hour of 5:30. I’m at the gym at 6:30 and have breakfast around 8.
My metabolism RACES until about 2 pm! It’s awesome! Give it a try (at least 2 week trial because the first week of gettin up this early can be excruciating if you aren’t used to it).

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Whoa Backslide. What the heck?

Starting a new hormone regimen can cause major swings in emotion and appetite! My appetite was HUGE and with no logical explanation for WHY I was doing it, I started eating all of these disgusting non-paleo things.

After 6 months of being 100% paleo, I fell off the wagon because of 5 little hormone pills. Dang, Provera, I’ve got to hand it to you, you pack some punch! I’m not even mad, that’s amazing!

The physical and mental side effects of this change were extremely uncomfortable.

My skin was hot to the touch, i had indigestion, and I felt all of the negative mental side effects I used to feel when I wasn’t eating paleo: racing thoughts, mercuriality, agitation (I had a very short fuse), angst. Made me a pretty unpleasant person to be around (sorry everybody).

Just brings me back to the one truth I know: Paleo wins.

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Clam-Stuffed Mushrooms

Ingredients:

2 lb button mushrooms

4 cans clam meat

1/2 small zucchini

1 tsp Oregano

Olive oil

1 tsp black pepper

2 TBS Coconut Meal

1 yellow onion

8 cloves garlic

1. Drain juice from clams into separate container, set aside.

2. Mince clam meat & zucchini, combine in bowl, stir in coconut meal, black pepper and oregano.

3. Remove stems from mushrooms, wipe clean with paper towel. Do not rinse- and place round side down on a large baking sheet and brush with olive oil.

4. Fill each mushroom with clam mixture.

5. Finely chop onions and mince garlic and sautee in olive oil until tender, and add about 2 TB of clam juice for extra flavor. Set aside to and allow to cool.

6. Spoon onions onto the tops of each filled mushroom.

7. Bake mushrooms at 350 F for 30 minutes, or until onion top is lightly browned and crispy.

Serve warm. Mmmm!

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Comfort Food (Quick Pumpkin Custard)

I whip up this little didy when I feel the urge to eat graham crackers and milk, my old comfort stand-by.

It’s a whole meal, plenty of fat and protein, deelish. It’s kindof autumn-ish because it’s pumpkin, but I like it all Fall/Winter long.

In a microwavable bowl, mix together

- 1/2 cup Pumpkin (from a can, organic tastes better)

- 2 eggs

- as much cinnamon and nutmeg as your little heart desires (I overdo it and it’s still tasty)

Microwave for about 3 minutes (until cooked through)

Let it cool a bit, then I like spreading a bit o’ this stuff on top:

Finally, toss a handful of raw cashew on top. Bam! Paleo comfort!

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PCOS and Paleo

“PCOS – Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. A disease of too much insulin production and resistance to using that insulin effectively. PCO women often experience symptoms like facial hair, infertility, a tendency towards diabetes/high blood pressure/high cholesterol, acne, etc.”

Doesn’t sound pretty, does it?

For me, the worst part about PCOS was the frame of mind it put me in – I had it in my head that

1. I would always be overweight because the insulin resistance makes it hard for women with PCOS to lose weight.

2. Things would only get worse as I got older, and it was likely I would develop diabetes and heart disease, and maybe endometriotic cancer

3. I couldn’t have children.

I felt defeated, angry, cheated, guilty… like all of my bad eating habits as a child had negated any possibility for a positive future.

WHOA, mind melter! What a horrible set of ideas for a 24 year old girl to have in her head!

Of course, had I not made some serious changes to my lifestyle and nutrition, my future probably would have been pretty bleak.

Lucky for me, I found the Paleo Diet. Loren Cordain talks a bit about “Syndrome X” (diseases of civilization) in his book  and touches briefly on PCOS, mainly saying that the Paleo Lifestyle should help individuals afflicted with issues with their metabolic hormones. Cool.

My doctor told me that the #1 thing I could do to help my PCOS was lose weight. Commence eye roll. I know.

She also suggested that going on a low-dose Oral Contraceptive might help keep my hormones in check, thus making it easier for me to lose weight. She prescribed Alesse, which I took for 3 months. Alesse was OK. I didn’t feel too messed up, but my periods came every 2 weeks. I mentioned this to her, and she made the decision to increase the dosage of the same ratio of hormones. I can’t remember exactly what that prescription was, but one week later I had an “aura migraine” – it looks like this:

AHHHHHHH! Imagine you are innocently working on a water color painting and all of a sudden this scintillating ORB appears in your vision. I thought I was having a stroke.

I concluded (and so did the doctor I saw at Syracuse University) that it was brought on by the hormone changes. So, we nixed the Oral Contraceptives.

She suggested Metformin to aid with my weight loss (I was still struggling), because it increases insulin sensitivity. No, no, no thank you. I hate taking meds- my mom had to do some major arm twisting to get me to take a Calcium Supplement (yeah, she has Osteoporosis, now I take Bone Up).

I was a little ways into my Paleo experimentation at this same point, but wasn’t seeing any results with weight loss (I was, however, feeling more energized and having less of a problem with binge eating). I later figured out that the reason the lbs weren’t coming off is because I was eating an excessive quantity of fruit, something I mentioned in a previous post.

Prescriptions aside, I tackled my nutrition to regulate the weight symptoms of PCOS.

Now I am facing a tricky situation. I am at a healthy weight, but my cycle is still messed up, indicating that my hormones still don’t function the way they ought to. This is KINDOF cool because I don’t get my periods very often (I must take progestrone 4x yearly to induce or i go back on the cancer watch-list). But, should I ever want to have children (and I’m assuming I will) my ovaries are gonna have some ‘splaining to do. I’m in the process of researching what I can do about this situation NOW and will update with my findings.

In the short-term, my PCOS is as good as gone. No insulin resistance, no excess weight, no acne, no *cringe* undesirable hair growth. So, for those of you who are struggling with some of the extremely unattractive symptoms of PCOS, you may want to give the Paleo Diet a try.

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Moving Around – Get Off Your Bum

Exercising. I’m pretty sure it had a major hand in alleviating my depression. In combination with eating Paleo, I now hardly recognize my own outlook in comparison with how I was feeling last year.

I work out every day, often in a gym. Some of my friends tell me this means I am a gym rat, but I look at my time in the gym as medicine. If I put in the time (about 1 hour every day), it is pretty much guaranteed that I will have a happy day. This is a pretty powerful realization and motivator! I get outside whenever I possibly can (when I was home in Boulder, I went hiking or skiing every day). Fresh air. Mmmm.

So, my weekly workouts break down into resistance training, cardio training, and flexibility. I really like this post by Mark Sisson on cardio exercise because I used to WAY overdo it, and it sent me into an uncomfortable hungry stressed out yo-yo with my weight. As of now, my training routine is similar to his.

My weekly exercise routine: (+ at least 10 minutes of stretching every day!)

Sunday: Long walk! About 4-5 miles.

Monday: Weight training – I have two separate weight training routines that I do 3x per week (i switch every 2 weeks). They both use free weights and fitness balls, and not much else, so if I were so inclined, I could do them at home. I’m no personal trainer, but I think that by doing any sort of resistance training for 45 minutes 3x per week (as long as you’re making yourself do the motions right and not over-working), you’re going to improve your fitness level.

Tuesday: Interval Cardio – I train with a HR monitor. This workout ranges between 25 and 45 minutes (shorter has shorter intervals) and is very energizing. This calculator is pretty accurate to my training zones, and I use values pretty close to the “Gulati” numbers. Last time I checked, my Anaerobic Threshold is just below 170, so my zone training goes as follows (I need to reassess a bit though, that’s a pretty old number):

Warm up (120 – 135)

Int 1 (150) for 3-6 minutes

recover: (130) for 2 min

Int 2 (155) for 3 – 6 min

recover: (130) for 2 min

Int 3 (160) 3-6 min

recover (130) 2 min

Int 4 (165) 3-6 min

Cool down 2 min

Wednesday: Weight Training (same as Monday, but focus on making it BETTER than Monday!)

Thursday: Pyramid Cardio (owwwww) – This is basically the same zone training as Tuesday, but without recovery time and a longer cool-down. It is HARD.

Friday: Weight Training

Saturday: Fun day! Play in the snow!!! Go to Yoga! X-Country skiing!

I got all of my exercises and zone guidance from the “Get It Back System” by Glenn Hattem, a pretty awesome home fitness how-to guide that my mom found when she was looking to gain some lean muscle mass. He’s based out of Boulder, CO and I used to see him at my gym when I lived there. Ha! I don’t subscribe to his eating guide (because I eat 100% paleo), but I do follow some of his food rules:

- keep every meal to about 400 cals (this means I eat more frequently than most people, about 5x daily)

- eat most of my carbs in the morning (no fruit in the afternoon)

That’s all for now!

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